Just keep swimming

To think that this girl initially thought I was some thug who didn’t just seemed to stumble in these sciences courses to get by and didn’t know what I was doing with my life…
If that’s her first impression of me, let me get my side out. Initially, I thought you would be a girl that I wouldn’t talk to again after I met you a little over a year ago. To think I just guessed you were just some Asian chick who’d hit me up only if something came up regarding an apartment close to school or someone who’d only ask me about class. Little did I know that you’d become someone I’d grow extremely close to and make countless memories and never ending inside jokes. A girl who knows me in some many spot lights and even moods and episodes that I would hardly allow anyone to see. I have a very high level of comfort with you. You have done so much for me, taken the time to get to know me, and pulling that last minute mission for me on Friday meant the world to me. I really don’t like depending on other people and you knew I was distraught and were willing to help out no hesitations. I’m beyond thankful for having met you and couldn’t have been more blessed to continue being around all the amazing you are both inside and out😁

I’ve learned to wait for what’s right, pray for what’s wrong, and to work for what’s deserved.
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? Reyna Biddy (via kushandwizdom)

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honestly, my thoughts are the same whether it’s three am or three pm. my thoughts never change. my mood maybe, but not my thoughts.
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? Scottie Waves (via kushandwizdom)

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Because she knows me better than I know myself.

Her: Your capabilities shouldn’t reflect on what or how others value your decisions or actions or accomplishments. And if you do value others opinions then reevaluate who you put that weight on. No one should make you feel incapable because you are and you’ve proven that time and time again.

She gives me that type of reassurance that I need and I couldn’t feel more blessed and thankful to have this amazing girl in my life for as long as I have.

I refrain…

From continuing to ponder on that idea of dependence on another for ones happiness. Be happy with yourself before jumping too quickly into something else that could precede into something as disastrous as the last.